My grandma passed away last night.....:( May she rest in peace. I will miss you so much. Thank you for taking care of me and connie for those three amazing years in China. You were great. Wherever you are now, i hope you still keep your fighting spirit.
My grandpa and grandma had 60+ yrs of wonderful marriage bliss. I hope my grandpa is doing okay. My daddy is flying back tomorrow morning, i wish i could go...

I am personally leaving for China in a week with my mommy. I must start packing soon. I already said goodbye to all my friends...i feel so sad. I have known my friends for 5+ yrs now....i am going to miss them oh so much.

Sad times...sometimes you just need a good cry...

-Jennie




I HAVE MY LICENSE!!!!!! Yay finally!!! I am so glad i got an easy instructor and that i passed. I didn't exactly do the parallel parking perfectly but she still let me pass. OMG OMG OMG!! So happy!!! I can finally cross it off my to do list!!!!!!

Hahaha. Woohoooo!! Go Jennie who didn't do driver's ed and passed with some minor issues. Yay!




Indiana Dunes was so much fun!!! <333 My sisters and i had lots of fun. It felt so good to be near the water. It started to rain around 2 pm but we got there at 9 am so it was all good. We had yummy food/snacks to eat. I gained back all the weight that i lost. haha.

My parents had a fight though so that ruined the whole "family" part of the trip. They fought because my dad didn't make a right turn when my mom told him to. How stupid is that? VERY. Then he was a big baby and didn't come join us at the beach and sulked in the car for 6 hrs. My mom was just complaining about him/their marriage the whole time. They are fine now. So that was a mood killer yesterday but all in all it was a lot of fun minus all that crap.

I don't have much to update to tell you the truth.
So here are some pictures from the trip:








I am starting to make youtube videos. Just vlogging, nothing exciting. haha.



My family and i are going to Michigan lake for the weekend!!! I haven't been near a beach for soooo long. I can't wait! I actually like lake water more than ocean water i think. I can swallow a mouthful of water and not die from salt consumption. haha. But of course i love the ocean's color more.

I watched a couple movies and read some books. Nothing exciting to update. I have been sleeping at 3 am lately, not good at all for my skin or body. oops. Oh well, i guess this will help with the jet lag i will feel later on.

About the to do list: i tried to accomplish some of the things on there. I tried contacting Purdue but the stupid people kept on transferring to different people. No one can answer my questions. Gawwwrrrhh. I think i will just contact the dean or the dean of students.

I have also updated my deviantart account so check it out if you want to. ^^

Thanks for reading,
-Jennie




List of things i need to finish before September:

- Call Purdue, get school stuff sorted out.
- Take the road test and PASS.
-- Call BMV. Either Indianapolis one or Lebanon one.
- Read my Anatomy books.
- Give Daddy 翔翔's QQ number.
- Learn some basic Chinese.
- Buy Mommy a B-day present.
- Buy stuff for China.
- Pack for China.
- Get some school supplies.
- Goodbye party. 8/19-8/21 ish.
- @ Gunagzhou: Register classes, get books, get cellphone card, get dorm stuff, get a chinese citizen card, make friends, try not to get lost, and etc.

Yay for to do list! I love the feeling of checking each thing i have completed off. It just feels so good. I hope i can accomplish all these tasks! I have to accomplish all these tasks.

Oh yea, I love Spongebob Squarepants! I must say Patrick's To Do list is my kind of list! XD

-Jennie

Labels: china school medicine

I can't believe it is already July 23rd! Time flies by really fast especially since i wake up at 11 pm everyday now. XD I really need to get myself into gear and start thinking about school. Only a month+ before i go to Guangzhou, China. I am very excited yet very nervous all at the same time. However, i am glad my mom will come with me to get me settled in, that will calm my nerves a bit.
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I was suppose to start reading and reviewing my anatomy book but it was so hard to get into the studying mode. I haven't learned anatomy yet at Purdue because we are suppose to take that class sophomore year or junior year of university. However, the medical students at China took that class their freshmen year of university. I have to catch up and try to fit that class into my new schedule.
I have started reading the first 20 pgs of the anatomy book but it got so boring. It literally put me to sleep. I have no idea how i can memorize all those medical terms. It is CRAZY!!! >___< I hope none of you guys ever need to read a hardcore anatomy textbook.

I have this to do list that i need to accomplish before i leave for China. I finished all the small items but the big important items are still not crossed out. Gawwrhh. These big items are very important and they have to be completed! -stresses- Breathe in, breathe out....i can do it!
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I believe my dad is having his mid life crisis. He is being very weird over everything. Yesterday at dinner, my dad blew up over chopsticks. O_O
His facial expression when he picked up the chopsticks pissed me off so much.
It was like, "why do i have this chopsticks?" "why haven't you gotten me a clean pair yet?" I mean i know i should be respectful and stuff but his face just irked me to no end.
It is like he has the feeling that every women in "his" house needs to serve him 24/7 and he can't do anything for himself. This is not the olden days, it is the freaking 21st century now. Sometimes he should chip in a bit...we are not asking for much. Plus, we always set the food in front of him, get his bowl of rice, his utensils, etc....
Just because he works doesn't mean you can't get a pair of chopsticks. I am very glad he is great at his work and i bet he works very hard but he can't have that attitude.
URGGHHHHH!! That attitude should be left in the past.
I guess next time we will just everything he needs and stop our meal in order to make him happy. He might sound horrible right now but he is a good daddy.
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Pictures of my sister and i. We decided we needed new facebook pictures. haha.
o1. Sister, me. o2. Trying the fob looks but failed. I can't do the blowfish look. haha. o3. New earrings from Forever 21.





Sort of good start to the day: Went shopping. Bought some new clothes.
But it just kept on getting worse and worse.

Tried helping parents but it just back fired on me.
Tried to talk to my dad about this huge decision he made for me for my life but that just ended up in him yelling at me.
Tried being a good daughter but they think i am disrespecting them and wanting "to kill them" with stress.
Tried to be happy and go with the flow but i can't do it since i can't feel it.
Going to do everything they say and more but they still expect me to be super happy.

I haven't cried this much ever in my entire life.
I wish i could stop crying...i hate it. I hate how i cry over this stupid china business...wait i know why i cry..i (they) am deciding my whole life right now and they expect me to sooo happy about their decision. I got to stop crying. My parents are reaaallly getting on my nerves about every little thing i do.

Oh whatever...i have to sleep now. Apparently all this time staying up trying to help my mom with a laundry disaster was just a waste of her time and i should have spend more time on studying instead. Man...i shouldn't have suggested to my sister that we help our mom take out the laundry. One thing just leads to another and another...same old crap.

-Jennie

PS- This might be too dramatic once i read it later on but i needed to rant.